Depression

disappointments


Its been almost a month, And I feel like crap. I had distracted 7mm doc said bone wasn't filling in so he unscrew the device back down to 3mm. A lot of fluid came out and is still coming out. my foot looks horrible I regret the fact that I went to this doctor I JUST WANT THIS TO BE OVER. The fluid have dried on the stitches (Yes my stitches have not been removed yet. It looks horrible. I cry every time I look at my feet I don't think I will ever have the look that I wanted. The brachy toe is swollen has a lot of fluid and looks dead. Its purple. I am crying as I'm writing this. I do not know what else to do. The doc cut my foot all the way up to my brachy toe. the cut is about 9-10 CM. I seriously measured it. I hate this, I hate this, I hate this.